I Love This Face

Things I Never Want to Forget Part 1

-The way Janey says "knock-knock"--sounds more like "knock-ock."
-The way Breanne tries to teach Janey new words (example: Breanne: Do you know what enormous means, Janey? Janey: Nope. Breanne: It means really, Really REALLY big! (with arm motions denoting size). Janey: Oh, yeah), and the way Janey responds like she already knew it.
-Breanne's really loud and boisterous fake laugh.
-The hilarity and laughter in the van on the way home from visiting family. We were telling our favorite jokes (my personal favorite of the night: Janey: Knock-ock Breanne: Who's there? Janey: Me!!), and I love that Breanne is (kind-of) starting to understand what a joke really is. She laughs with this huge, fake laugh when she thinks you're at the punchline (whether you actually are or not). I love having fun with our family this way.
-Cailin smiling and cooing at me when things finally quiet down enough (and even her sly smile as she started to wet in the middle of a diaper change, like she thought she was being so funny and sneaky). I also love her face when I can tell that she wants to smile, but is trying to hide it. So sweet.
-Trying to trick the girls into believing they're a different person in our family (sample conversation: Me (to Janey): Hey, are you Breanne? Janey: No, my Janey! (pointing to herself) Me: Oh, I must be Breanne. Janey: No, you mommy. Me: No, I'm Janey! Janey: No, MY JANEY! (enter Breanne) Breanne: Yeah, that's Janey, and I'm Breanne. Me: Wait, you're Breanne? I thought *this* was Breanne (pointing at Cailin). (continue until everyone is laughing too hard to keep it up, or Janey loses interest)).
-Being woken up to a loud chorus of "Happy Mother's Day, Mom!" from my girls and Cory, and reading their sweet cards.
-The excitement in Breanne's face when she gave me her gift from school--she was SO anxious for me to open it that she couldn't wait for today, I got to open it on Thursday instead.
-Breanne signing "I love you, Mom" after church today.


Lately I've been having a hard time feeling very involved in my children's lives. I know I'm around them 24/7, but I really haven't been feeling very productive, and have just generally been frustrated. Earlier this week, I resolved to try to be more active in my kids lives, being willing to do more of the things they request, more proactive in coming up with activities for them to enjoy, and less involved in this digital world I'm also a part of. It has been so wonderful to reconnect with my kids, and really just remember how much I love them. These simple little games, the jokes, just looking into Cailin's eyes and gurgling back at her--I honestly just never want to forget these moments. I have laughed more this past week than I have in a long time. I am SO blessed to be the mom to these three sweet little girls, and the wife of such a wonderful man. I hope to stay more on track now, and to always be able to feel so thankful. For the first time in a while, the gifts on this holiday were not important--just knowing that I am loved, and have these wonderful 4 people to love in return is perfect.

Grandkids

So during each of the family picture taking events, the grandparents wanted pictures of themselves with the grandkids... and surprisingly, the results of each were fairly similar--apparently it's hard to get a decent picture of large amounts of kids. :)

Wilde Grandkids--


Kilger Grandkids--


(And I have to say--the only reason my girls are even remotely smiling at this point is because Cory told them they could have a dollar if they'd just smile for a second. :))

Girls

So like I said, Cailin was sleeping, but I did get a few of me and the older girls--





And then some I LOVE of them together--








I love this one, too, because it's totally candid, and looks to me like they're plotting something great:



How did I get such beautiful girls?

Cailin

And while we were taking all the pics of the girls, Cailin was doing this:


With her cousins:


So sadly I didn't get a million great photos of her. :(

Janey

And here are my favorites of Janey--












Aren't those last few beautiful? I love this girl!

And last but not least, this picture just makes me laugh out loud every time I see it...

Who knew I had a thug for a daughter?

Breanne

I know I should probably put these pics in a collage or something, but I just love them, so I'm sticking them all out here for you to see. :) After the family pictures, we took some individuals of the kids. Here are my favorites of Breanne--

Kilger Family Pictures

Last weekend, since Cory's Dad was in town again (he's working in Ohio right now, and the rest of the family is moving out there in a couple weeks), we took some family photos, probably the last ones we'll take for quite a while, due to the impending move. I think they turned out beautifully.


I love Cory's family--I couldn't have asked for better in-laws. Also, can you see where Breanne and Cailin's red hair comes from now?


I don't know why, but I love this photo of Cory and Janey


And our little family... the kids were getting too cold by this point, so smiling was difficult, but they both almost are in this one. I just wish someone had told me to turn Cailin out a little bit, you can't even see her. :/

Wilde Family Pictures

So back around Easter, we took some family photos with my side of the family. Sadly, no one ever gave me those photos to put up here, so here are the few that I liked that I stole from my mom's blog:


I love this one of my whole family. It really looks like everyone is having a good time (with perhaps the exception of Janey and Audrey... not quite sure what's going on there. :))


And I love this one of our little family. I wish the girls were all smiling, but I'll take what I can get.